That experience did not stay with Me; I was not in that same state; in three days it disappeared. It was such a big missing, an unimaginable missing! Till yesterday, you know that you are God – and suddenly now you are back! How??
Now the greed started, ‘Oh God, it went away! How can I have it back?’
I rushed to Annamalai Swamigal. He told me only one word: “Abhyasa! Bring yourself back to the same mood, the same space, again and again and again; let your body be soaked, let your body be processed by Consciousness. Let you be cooked by Consciousness.”

– HDH NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM